Just another day

It's just another day... If I lived in America I'd probably have a book to guide me through this phase... Oh, the americans... They would probably have a 10 step guide to go through this kind of identity crisis...

Well, I definitely don't have a 10 step guide but I obviously know that the atitude that I have right now will somehow determine the way this will all be solved... If I stay positive and strong (just like a leader), everything's gonna be ok... The only problem is that I genuinely don't want to be positive, I can't be positive. Sometimes people get tired and I guess it's no longer a matter of a positive attitude because you can't force yourself to be positive when you do not have that energy in yourself... People get tired... Well, "no man is an island" although sometimes I wish I could be one, just for a moment, we are no islands and what happens is that sometimes it means that the people that connects to us only push you down and there's no one to lift you up... Well, no men is an island and people get tired... I'm definetly not a quiter but right now I have no solutions so I guess the only wise thing to do is to wait for a better day to come...